comment(s): 0 date: Saturday, July 04, 2009 time: Saturday, July 04, 2009
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2day marks that that day that ive never forgotten i wonder why i still bother
No matter how hard i want to forget wad happen today 2 yrs ago, i cant coz i dreamt of it ytd. today marks our supposed-to-be 3 yrs anni. but sad to say,look who's here beside me now,no one.alone. everytime i dream of you or having a quick replay dream of our memories, i dropped down crying or if not i will lost my happy mood and ended up having my mind somewhere and not focus at all. you are damn powerful huh. you can even control my life now. you controlled in such a way that you can even try to cool me down with ur such pathetic words. i am so fucking touched that you still remember me, but you only remember me as Jasz. that part of me that uve seen for the past 2 yrs the part whereby Jasz is still so forgiving, still so in love, still so fragile & still so Jasz. i wouldnt be so full of evil plans or being so bitchyshyte if things arent this bad. why after all these months,why noww?why noww? why now den u asked me for forgiveness? why now den u showered me with "sorries"? after everything,knowing that ure in the wrong and all, why now? to tell you honestly,i can never forgive you this time round. tho i remembered i once told you this before "no matter how bad or how wrong you did to me,i will always forgive you because i know no matter,i will always love you" i remembered this,and im sure you remembered this too. but sad to say,my dear,i will never forgive you. because ure too much using my love as an advantage of everything. because youre being too selfish of yourself and not thinking about what im feeling over at my side. because youre just thinking about my wrongdoings and never wanted to see yours. nonetheless,i wonder why u cant get out from my life like how u want me to not bother ur life. boy uve changed,to a person whom i dont know at all. and i know that ure shocked to see me change to a person that u dont know at all too. but wad can i say,we are all grown ups now, tho i know that im still living in the past and at a certain times strangely i still couldnt accept the fact that ure not with me anymore. im sorry,i will never forgive you no matter what. last but not least,this is a my gift to you for our supposed to be 3 yrs anniversary.
Youre not sorry all this time i was wasting hoping you would come around i've been giving out cHances every time and all you do is let me down and its takEn me this long baby but i figured you out and you're thinking well be fine again but not this time around
CHORUS you don't have to Call -- anymore i won't pick up the phone this is the last -- straw don't wannA to hurt anymore and you caN tell me that you're sorry but i don't believe you baby like i did -- before you're not sorry. oh-h-h no. no. no.
you're looking so innocent i might believe you if i didn't know could've loved you all my life if you Hadn't left me waiting in the cold And you got your share of secrets and i'm tired of being last to know and now you're asking me to listen cause its worked each time before
CHORUS but you don't have to call -- anymore i won't pick up the phone this is the last -- straw don't want to hurt anymore and you can tell me that you're sorry but i don't believe you baby like i did -- before you're not sorry. no, no. oh-h-hh-hh. you're not sorry. no, no. oh-h-hh-hh.
you had me crawling for you honey and it neVer would've gonE away, no you used to shine so bright but i watched all of it fade
CHORUS so You don't have to call -- anymOre i won't pick Up the phone this is the last -- straw there's nothing left to beg for and you can tell me that you're sorry but i don't believe you baby like i did -- before you're not sorry. no, no. oh-h-hh-hh. you're not sorry. no, no. oh-h-hh-hh. no, no, no, no. no, no, no, no
