Assalamualaikum


Good morning everyone.Its been awhile that i didnt blog issnt?
Till it starts to affect my writing essay for my school assignments.
Suddenly i feel the urge to do quoting or referencing after i wrote these few sentences.
HAHA.
School habit i guess.
Oh well,at a blink of eye,2011 gonn end soon.
I have stop making any resolutions for myself,for everything.
I have learn my lesson,i shall just let everything to Allah swt and have faith in him,to have a good simple life.
What ever happens,i shall just accept it as it is,HE knows best for me.

Ive been living in a roller coaster ride this year,especially this year.
I miss my mom,i miss her very much.
Now the real feeling of independence begins.
Now then the line "you will feel the lost when the person you love is gone" means very much and much regrets starts to arise but for all that i can only do now,is to pray for her to forgive me.
As a daughter,ive done much mistakes and hurt her very much.
Now that shes no more around, the absence is so great that i feel ive fallen way way down into a pit hole and that i will never get to come up to the surface.
I miss her,i miss talking to her.
I miss her laughter,i miss her singing in the bedroom,i miss hearing her voice over the radio on air talking to her dj friends.
Everytime when im down,i used to let out to her,be it directly or indirectly.
Now i have to learn(and still learning) on taking in whatevers that gonna happen to me,and console myself.

Many comes to me and says " you really take the features from your mom".
Everytime i hear that,i miss her even more.


ibu,nana ayah ngan afiq nak pergi genting tao 20th hari bulan ini.
Sayang,ibu takda,tapi kite selalu ingat kenangan dulu biler kite holiday kat sana.
Ingatkan,masa kite first time jakun makan coffee bean?time tu,singapore nyer coffee bean belom halal lagi.Kite makan spaghetti tuna chilli padi.
Genting tak banyak bezanya,itu yang terimbas kenangan2 dulu kite pergi sana.Lagi lagi ayah,ayah selalu ingatkan nana ngan afiq pasal ibu.
Ape yang ibu suka makan,suka minum,ayah selalu beli pastu dia akan ingatkan kita yang itulah kegemaran ibu.

Ibu, ibu senantiasa ada dlm ingatan nana,nana senantiasa doakan ibu,ingat kata kata ibu.
Nana rindu ibu sangat sangat,semoga roh ibu dicucuri rahmat dan semoga ibu ditempatkan dengan orang-orang yang beriman,insyallah amin.
Maafkan kesalahan anakmu ini,ibu.